My new phase of Life... aka Updates!!

Hey hey, I'm back again. Really can't fight the urge to stop blogging completely, and thus, this post! First things first, I'm now in Dubai Hotel and I really have nothing to do. I miss home and not to mention, boi boi. And I'm friggin' damn bored now (maybe this explains y I'm posting this). And so, I'm goin to dedicate all my time to this post!! Hehe, I have like 3hours now till 7pm(dinner-time) Note: GMT+4 here.

Now, to explain, why the hell am I in Dubai in the first place?! Well, this is my 5th solo flight! I must say i really enjoyed myself not only on this, but also the previous few solo flts. I have yet to meet any of those (you-know) crew. Sadly, this is not the case for some of my batch girls, who feel utterly depressed before and after flights and are already counting down the days till end of bond! Although I must admit that I'm counting down the days, however, i don't feel depressed but i do get the feeling of not wanting to go to work. A couple of times in Singapore, I feel so so so stressed before the flight that i have the urge to get a smoke to cool and calm my nerves. I feel sooo damn terrible when i see other people smoking infront of me, tempting me. However, when i think about it, i know boi will be terribly upset if he found out that i actually harbored such thoughts. However, when i met him (aft he came out of 2weeks confinement in Navy) at Tanah Merah and told him so, he kinda scolded me and i was on the verge of buying a pack den but he stopped. I've really gotta thank him as now i know, I don't need a smoke that much (or so i hope). I've really gonna thank the Lord for giving me such wonderful crew throughtout my solos and i really hope that this will continue. Honestly, i can't see a day when i won't dread goin to work as every flight is different and no matter how optimistic i try to be, i can't help dreading waking up or getting to the airport for flights. I know its normal for everyone initially, and i so wanna get used to this initial uncomfortable stage. The working environment 60000ft above ground ain't comfortable either. Sure, the crew are nice and all, but your body still takes a toll due to lack of oxygen, dry air. I've got to keep myself constantly hydrated during a flight and i get sinus on almost every flight. At points i rub my nose (due to itchiness) and it bleeds. I so wanna adapt to all these and start enjoying my job!!! WAhh....... now that i've said all i wanted to say, i feel so much better!! =D Aight, i'm gonna go read a book ........more ranting ahead!!! Till den...


PS: Boi boi!!!! Y no reply on any of my sms!!!!! HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO i so so so so miss you T___T ....I wanna come home....